mood: blah
No seriously..I think I do. I have decided I would be better off having no self-esteem at all instead of this really bad self esteem. And I hate how people say stupid things without realizing what they are saying. I have been putting alot of effort into losing weight and getting in better shape but Im doing it the right way. I am trying to improve the way I eat as a whole. Like trying to take in less of the things that arent good for me and more of what is. Just common sense things like having organic wheat thins instead of ritz cheez-ums. But while doing it this way is better in the long run it doesnt have the immediate results of the crappy diets and temporary life changes that people around me seem to be diving into. And I know in the long run I will be better off and healthier and keep more off but while everyone is losing weight and looking great quicly im doing it so slowly you can hardly notice. Plus my mom said she was proud that i've gotten down to 155 (my ideal body weight is between 110 - 125 bc im 5'5 and have a very small build naturally) but that when i was at her wedding I must have weighed more bc I was the biggest she'd ever seen me..which was true but still who says that? Anyhow just trying to make it through this whole not feeling cute at all thing....

On the whole weight thing I found that it don't matter if your heavy set or skinny. Someone is always going to have something to say. I weigh 93 lbs and I'm 5'1 and I hear all the time OMG, if you get any skinnier you're going to fall down the shower drain. Grrrr.... I eat 3 meals a day and snack off and on. Anyways, it's good you are doing it your way and at your own pace. I wish you the best of luck in reaching your goal. :)
» Princess_00 on 2007-07-12 12:25:33

Good for you for doing it right. I don't many people our age who do that. And it's ridiculously hard to not eat junk food.

And I'm with you on the parents bringing you down about your weight. My dad used to say shit like that to me all the time when I put on weight. I'm not trying to say I know how you feel, but I think I might know where you're coming from.

Good luck with your diet!
» Chloefoxx on 2007-07-12 12:48:13

hey there. I'm trying to eat more healthfully, too. Lots of fruits and vegetables and things. Though I am back to eating lean pockets for lunch, because man they are sooo good and not very many calories. I lost weight eating them in the winter, maybe it can work again. I like your page, it's so BRIGHT! and FrUITY. I seriously once had a comforter in a hotel that looked like this page.
» Zanzibar on 2007-07-12 09:54:11

You do it the right way and don't worry about what others say. Like Princess said. They are going to make rude judgemental comments no matter what you look like.

Good luck!
» Southern on 2007-07-13 12:46:09

u know what? u should only listen to ur body. if u r happy with ur current body, then go ahead. don't listen to those people who don't understand ur feelings.

but losing weight is actually a good thing as well. speaking of that, i need to lose weight as well.

if u really want to lose weight healthily, try eating rolled oats for breakfast. my mum lose a few kgs within a week. XD.

happy trying.
» renaye on 2007-07-13 02:17:41

Hey.. It doesn't matter how much you weight.. some people have heavy bone mass so, no matter how skinny they are, they weight more.. And, maybe she mean that you've more muscle than previously and didn't mean that you've gained weight.
» Nuttz on 2007-07-13 02:49:31

G'luck with the weight loss.. I know how that goes.. I have 112Ibs to lose.. Ugh!
» LittleBrit on 2007-07-13 02:01:33

Cute new picture!
And cute layout!! =D

I am also overweight. I don't know how much overweight I am, because I haven't seen a scale in years. But I know it's at least fifteen pounds...
I've decided I'll be fine, if I just cut my portions some. 'Cause usually I eat okay, it's just that I eat too much. So... yeah. I still haven't really done that yet. har har
» invisible on 2007-07-13 04:57:57

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