I'm listening to a mix of my fish tank and the pouring rain and it really makes me feel more at peace. I know I havent updated in awhile but I've been really sick this past week. I've been having these horrible pains in my back, chest and stomach area and it's caused me to lose my appetite, to have NO energy and to just generally ruin the pretty awesome feeling of life to me. I'm not one to feel sorry for myself so the only people I mentioned it to were my fiance' and my boss bc they are around me so much they noticed something was wrong. Saturday I got really really intoxcated while we had a bunch of friends over so i woldnt be all pity party and what not so no one would notice and it worked for that night. Unfortunatly the pain was back sunday and back with a vengenace. I was laying around the house most of the day bawling bc the pain was so bad. I finally agreed to go to the dr. Well I went and let me tell you it sucked! I had to have like 5 x-rays, had to have a bunch of blood taken and had to pee in a cup and then walk it in front of everyone back to the nurse that needed it :(. As of right now he thinks it one of three things. 1. My Bowels aren't moving 2. Something with my gall bladder 3. Ulcer or severe acid reflux. Those are in the order of what he thinks most likely also. Im on treatment for number one bc he said in my x-rays I had no digestive gases so we needed to get my bowels moving before they become obstucted bc if that happens I would have to have emergency surgery or I would die..Lets hope that doesnt happen bc I dont want to have surgery or die. I also had some white cells in my urine so I could have some type of infection. I won't know until my blood tests come back which should be today. Lets hope it has nothing to do with my gallbladder and maybe it will be something that I can just take some anti-biotics for. I don't really think its an ulcer and I dont think he does either but I have had a history with acid reflux problems but we both think thats just a side problem and not what my main problem is. I'm hoping its nothing and that the frickin 4 different meds he put me on will fix me right up. Anyhow I know this isnt an interesting writing blog or anything but hey thatys my life. Im about as interesting as my bowels I suppose lol.

Oh Yeah and if anyone wants to see my place of living here it is: My Place.

OH MY GOD!!!
Are you ok. If you need anything just holla. I love you.
» manicfruitsalad on 2007-08-24 06:50:32

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