listening to: DreamSurf
mood: Depressed
So today started out only midly crappy. I didn't sleep well due to this cold/sinus problem I've been having. Not to mention I kept waking up all through the night all sweaty. I woke up feeling worse than I have throughout this entire sickness. I got up and took some dayquil and now I feel about like I have without medicine all the prior days but it is still an improvement as to how I woke up feeling. Then I took a second pregnacy test (i took one around a week ago) bc taking in the morning has the best results. It still says I'm not pregnant which leaves the question why is my period almost a month late. I'm glad I'm not pregnant but I can only hope that my period is off because of all the stress and drama I have been dealing with lately. Then bc I woke up earlier than normal I fell back asleep and woke up at 9:40. I have to leave my house by 9:45 to be at work on time. I run downstairs throw on a quick outfit, some flip flops and grab my earrings and purse and run out the door. As I get to my car I accidentally drop my cell phone and notice I have a missed call and a voicemail. Seeing that it was from my mom I checked it while pulling out of the parking lot and it turns out last night my great-aunt(my grandma's sister) died. At this point I'm glad I have no make-up on and drive to work sobbing the whole way. I'm at work now (I got here 2 minutes early somehow) and I'm slowly becoming emotionally numb. I wish I were physically numb bc I feel so crappy. So thats my day so far. Lucky fucking me.

Bad luck happens sometimes
Be strong.. You can make it... We'll always be here if you need us.. I'm sure everyone at NuTang agrees...
» Xboyz on 2007-09-26 10:44:35

Perhaps this will make you giggle...
But if you weren't wearing your makeup, then you don't have to reapplying it when your mascara runs?

Things will look up soon. *nod*
» ikimashokie on 2007-09-26 11:10:27

I remember some people put mascara on me, and I didn't wash it off all of the way... everyone was asking what was wrong all day. I had no clue what they were talking about until they said "your mascara's running!".
» ikimashokie on 2007-09-26 12:19:13

Some days, I'm REALLY glad I didn't put on makeup.
That somehow makes me feel better about crying.

I hope you get to [physically] feeling better ASAP! Being sick is the WORSE, especially when the rest of you doesn't want to do much of anything anyhow. I hate being sick. =/

And you have my utmost sympathy and condolences. She sounds like a beautiful woman.
» invisible on 2007-09-26 06:10:08

Sorry to hear about your great-aunt. Hope are free from your sinus problem soon. Ah! Mascara.. makes you look a little gothic when they runs.
» Nuttz on 2007-09-27 02:50:14

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