Unlike so many blogs I read that are always "well I don’t have much to talk about", I have not been on here because there are so many things going on in my life right now I barely have the time to keep up with them, much less blog about them. Aside from that, I always worry who will read this or whose going to think that and, quite frankly, I don't care anymore. I've kind of got this new life motto...”Fuck It". I've actually been surprised how much it has helped me lol. I feel I should also throw out there that my biggest problem in life is being a little neurotic. Now, you have to use "Fuck It" in the appropriate manner. You can't be like "I'm supposed to go into work today....Fuck It" because then it's not only not helpful, but it’s actually damaging. I like to use "Fuck It" when I let myself get too worried, because most of the time what's going to happen is going to happen and freaking myself out isn’t going to make it any better. I don't know, I feel like I'm not explaining things right. I do much better speaking in person. I should probably be some form of semi-vulgar motivational speaker but not only am I somewhat shy around people I don't know, but I really don't know if people want to hear the truth and the truth is what I bring to the table. I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do with my life lately. I've narrowed it down to a few different things: Author/Advice Columnist, Something to do with animals and or charity, something to do with young children (teaching/daycare), or my own business (I have one in mind but I don’t like telling a lot of people I don’t really know about it lol). I've also decided I'm going to write a book. I don't care if it ever is read by anyone other than myself it's just a personal goal I have set for myself. I want the general idea of the book to be a mix of being crazy & living with it, going through hard times and coming through aka something similar to personality development and advice & truth that I feel need to be said. Just a mix of my life story and how my brain works with a little Ask Lyndee in it. That’s about it for now.

Oh and I'm kind of dieting with a little bit of exercise and seeing some pretty good results. I may be kind of cute by my wedding!! Fingers Crossed!

Peace~

I started running for exercise.. it sucks so much. I hope you keep it up
» Dilated on 2008-01-10 08:44:29

what, you're not cute now?!?? =P
I've always wanted to write a book. But I haven't really pursued it much mostly because of how I tend to be very particular about things (especially getting things done in one setting), and possessing an attention span slightly on the shorter side. So I've decided to (maybe) compile a book of poems and things (authored by me and/or others). I get excited when I think about. It's gonna be fun. =)
» invisible on 2008-01-11 12:17:46

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